oh well, earlier in the car, Mommy asked me something outta the blues. "Do you intend to continue with your Masters?" I was this close to jamming the brakes and felt my heart at my mouth. it was that dramatic.
upon completing my bachelors more than a year ago, i've never thought of continuing with my MBA and i did made it clear to her. i was struggling with my bachelors and was close to giving up then. the moment i completed my bachelors, i cried. i honestly did. i aint no academic person so, to be able to complete my bachelors, its honestly a great achievement so i never once thought of continuing with my MBA.
but now that she mentioned it, i somehow do have a slight interest in getting my MBA. i told her, "i don't have that kinda money now". she replied, "put aside the problem about financial, do you intend or rather, do you want to do it?"
i'm in the midst of paying back my 'study loan' with her which is close to AUD$40k? i do not want to owe her so much. spoke to my sis in the States and she said unless i can afford it and have the interest, else i should forget bout this altogether. she's gonna continue with her Masters when she returns to Singapore in Feb 2009.
my elder sister is gonna complete her Masters in another half a year or so. apparently, it was my elder sister who has suggested this to Mommy. -sigh-
sounds totally crazy but while i'm suddenly interested in completing my MBA, i'm afraid of going through the whole cycle in which i struggled like crazy.
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